Signs

Are you standing in the moonlight

with your valentine
I guess you see your world in her eyes
just like I saw mine in your eyes
You may say its too little too late
if I asked you to stay
But all I want to say
is that I love you to this day
no rough tide could subside what I feel
I know I sound crazy
when I say maybe
this is just a test of time for you and I 'coz all this while
I have read the signs
You voice my feelings in my dreams
just like I wish for it to be real
let alone that one time when you said
you're moving on to a different page
I hold onto every once of this virtual you
hoping someday it comes true

     Now all I want to say
     is that I love you to this day
no rough tide could subside what I feel
     I know I sound crazy
     when I say maybe
     this is just a test of time for you and I 'coz all this while
     I have read the signs


I don't buy
that you were meant to just pass me by
I want you to open your eyes
and realize
Life's not always an accident
this ain't any coincidence
don't you feel connected like I do
I know how it hurts to lose a chance
'coz times like that may never come again

     and if you're alone in the moonlight

     I wish I was there as your valentine.....

Blind

It all started sometime in February end
when for the very first time you called me and said
you were the one my girl had talked to me about
never imagined we'd stay in touch until now
It was different, it was good
how I wonder
and what kept me tied to you
was your humor
You were a friend and yes, a boy
and it meant nothing more
I was girl and yes, a friend
your talks proved them so
I guess I let down you expectations
but I'm not sorry 
you escaped confrontations
based on a picture of me
Now that you're sitting in front of me
on this 29th of January
I see, you can't take your eyes off me this time
how you wish you weren't so blind


You get to me out of the blue
texting " r u der"
we share the scales but you're obtuse
difficult to comprehend
All that I do amazes you
and yes I'm an optimist
but you don't know that I do know
that you're a chauvinist
You're all alone and trying hard to pass the test of time
and yet life seems all bland is what you confide
looking out for a constellation you were so busy
that you failed to see the firefly, yeah that was me
I guess I let down you expectations
but I'm not sorry 
you escaped confrontations
based on a picture of me
Just 'coz I got you ou on this "calendar date"
you thought I meant it to be blind
anad now I see the color of your face fade
how you wish you weren't so blind


Sure you'll find a place in my commonplace book
'coz we shared some really good times
so finally it was nice meeting you
not even close to first line
You escaped confrontations 
based on a picture of me
"Was I close to your expectations"
is what now you're asking me
We may or may not  look the same
as the years fly by
you define yourself on what you weigh
the most- the heart or beautiful eyes
Do you feel like turning back time
and starting all over again
you did what you had to do all this while
there is no bargain....

Into her

A promised land and a happily ever after
no more no less is what you prefer
and then she made her way in
the fairy tale you were living
though you had your princess by your side
you were captivated by her smile
For her, you stay in a never-never land
which she never understands
you're a year younger than her but, it really doesn't matter
for you are so into her
you wanna be part of her world
You reached the stars
when she talked about your smile
guess it didn't leave a scar
when she mentioned the love of her life
The fragrance that rests in her hair
her laugh, her grace
all that she was made you say
"How can I not feel this way"
But for her, you stay in a never-never land
which she never understands
you're falling short in age but, it really doesn't matter
for you are so into her
you want her to be part of your world


You maybe first string
but all that she is is naive
it's futile to string along
'coz in the near future she will be gone
So would that stop you
from thinking about the way she looked
racing heartbeat when next to you she stood
Confetti showered everyday she came
and someday it will rain
you're falling short in age but, it really doesn't matter
for you are so into her
if she could only be your girl......

I can't tune in

Attitude- was what defined you the first day I sat opposite
Not again- maybe was what you thought finding me so repulsive
Who cares- like impressing you was something on my list
But wait- yes, it was you who did
My talk was so offhand
that it caught you off guard
and I could see that you didn't wanna unhand
   You say I'm ingenuous and that around it your world spins
    but your ways make it seem like its me
   old timer, running 48
   its disgusting when you wave
   below tables so no one will see
   you better know I can't tune in


You didn't knock me off my feet when you said I'm extremely beautiful
instead I realized how absurd it sounds regardless the truth
3 days from then it looked like your world stopped spinning
and you blamed me for being the reason behind it
I can't play the way you want me to play
and since then when things get out of way
you link it to being a "Thursday"
and I just stand and hear you say


   That I'm ingenuous and that around it your world spins
   but your ways make it seem like its me
   old timer, running 48
   its disgusting when you wave
   below tables so no one will see
   you better know I can't tune in




But there are somethings in you that I look up to
your perception of how sweet is life
the way you talk me into
staying happy and leaving the rest behind
But just so you know this is no kind of telltale
I'm helpless 'coz no matter how, you get it all the wrong way
But its your mistake
to think I'm blown away
to think I feel the same way
on Thursdays again and again and again
its your mistake.........

Mars

In my life this is the first time
I've come across  someone of your kind
you wore a silent and a stern look
no sooner you were an open book
You started of with a smile and it took quite a while
for you to say "Hi" as you passed me by
and now you've got my back and you lend me a hand
whenever I never seem to understand
Your opinions and your mindset
and my aversion to what you said
heated things to an extent where
I had to break the ice with chocolate
I'm glad we had a glitch at the start
'coz we got it all cleared and know what each other are
I'm sure the image of me what you have is well
and to me you are a real good friend
    You've got the look of Mars
    You're an amazing person ignorant of your worth to all
and real soon
You'll be gone for good to realize
what you wanted from your life
but as I told you, I'll remember you
when I listen to "talking to the moon"




In my life this is the first time
I've come across  someone of your kind
you wore a silent and a stern look
no sooner you were an open book
Now I'm left with few days to tell what I need to say
that not all are lucky to meet people your way
there's a spark in you that spreads all around
and you've done nothing to walk around with your head down
   Just stay the same way
   the way you are
   there will come a day
   you will know what you are
   'coz there's someone lucky waiting for you to cast your charm....


You've got the look of Mars
You're an amazing person ignorant of your worth to all

Beautiful

In a beautiful white satin
flying along as my hairs do
at every wink of my eye
I'm masked by the twilight
everything seems so quiet and tranquil
leaving nothing but me, myself alone
looking at that star shining so bright
feeling that its your hand in mine, I need to hold
  You're not here, but I can feel your touch
  a kiss on my forehead, is that too much
  to ask you while for you
I'd stay beautiful
You're far away and I know that too well
and I'm trying so hard to blend
all I see is you walking down the staircase
at that moment I blossom like a bluebell
and it seems as if time just stopped so
I can live you for more than 24
the zephyr paves my path towards him
and as I approach, he vanishes into the air so thin
You play me and its driving me insane
all of it is real 'coz I can feel the pain
you're the reason I'm in love with love
as my heart says


All the dark clouds cover by
violent thunder strikes
times get vehement like this
but I stand still unshaken
not withered, tethered or broken
'coz its you that I don't wanna miss
 You're not here, but I can feel your touch
 a kiss on my forehead, is that too much
  to ask you while for you
  I'd stay beautiful
 Won't you come down to me
  look into my eyes and see
  that its for you
  I'd stay beautiful...

It would be like

Lost in the night at 9 I'm staring
straight standing on the road so long
there's no one but me in red so sparkling
flying leaves singing me a song
This is not the first time 'coz its been a while
I've dream't about this to happen way back when
I spoke my feelings and my friends were laughing
that you became a part of me , but I tell
      I know how it would be like
      if I told you how much I love you
     since the day I caught you lay your eyes on me
     I know how it would be like
    if I told that you felt the same too
    no longer then I have to live that dream
    'coz you'd be here standing right beside me


You'd talk interests and I would stay numb
only to hear your sweet talk
and when you'd ask me what I've been doing lately
I'd smile saying "nothing at all"
I'd be waiting by the phone longing for your text
blacked out when I'm clueless what to say next
but you'd be patient on me always trying to soothe
reminding me the reason why I love you
I'd be wary, very naive while moving on
as time gets very tougher than we ever thought
I'll just let it be the way you want it to
I'll never do a thing that would sabotage you
I don't want to
   I know how it would be like
   locked in each other's arms so tight
   walking with love in the air by the sea
   I know how it would be like
   if I told that you felt the same too
  no longer then I have to live that dream
   I'd know how your heartbeat would make me feel